[He takes that memory of Adam walking into the ocean and flips it.
Him washing up on the shore. Confused, lost. Looking up and the first time and seeing Takashi across the beach, because that's the only person who could possibly be there. His constant.]
Things go wrong. People make mistakes. That's just how the world is. But you're always there, Takashi. You're always there to repair the damage, make up for what went wrong, fix what can be fixed.
You're always, always there to do your half. Trouble is you think you're responsible for the whole.
[Shiro just... sinks down. Where he was standing. Slides down a wall, sinks into a sitting position. There's no lie here, there's no softening the truth. Even if they weren't bonded this way, Adam is not the type to do that kind of thing. Not between them.]
[So this hits.]
[This is like a physical blow. And god he wants to believe it. He wants to, so badly. And thankfully, now, he doesn't have to actually put that into words. The thought just comes - ] I want to believe it, I want to so... bad. Why can't - ?
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Him washing up on the shore. Confused, lost. Looking up and the first time and seeing Takashi across the beach, because that's the only person who could possibly be there. His constant.]
Things go wrong. People make mistakes. That's just how the world is. But you're always there, Takashi. You're always there to repair the damage, make up for what went wrong, fix what can be fixed.
You're always, always there to do your half. Trouble is you think you're responsible for the whole.
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[So this hits.]
[This is like a physical blow. And god he wants to believe it. He wants to, so badly. And thankfully, now, he doesn't have to actually put that into words. The thought just comes - ] I want to believe it, I want to so... bad. Why can't - ?
Why won't it happen?
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Is there such a thing as 'too much time'?
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And I'll keep showing you.
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You're... way too good to me.
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Don't you forget it.
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You're part of me now. Literally.
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[... Shiro what are you thinking. You're not thinking about raspberry blowing are you - ]
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[Leaning in and doing it. Against your husband's neck.]